Sunday, March 15, 2015

I realised it is getting more and more about your feelings and not about my or our feelings towards to issues.

I find this very frustrating. Whenever I tried to express my, the doors simply just shut by itself. You don't listen any more and I decided not to explain any more.

Perhaps I have done a lot of things to hurt you in the past. But if I still want to fool around, I won't have to consider so much about our marriage.

You gave up so many times but I still hold on. However I can't do this alone, I am tired.

I'm tired that I cant express out my feelings to you nor to anyone else.

I guess I better sleep now.