finally came home after 3 days in KL. Woke up to have a extreme sharp pain in my collar bone. but when i told you about my pain the response i gotten was 无动于衷. I told you again after an hr or so but u jus didnt care. when i was making mimi slp the pain got worsen. still no responses at all. i decided to jus leave the house and go to the hospital to check. I left without a word cos that was how I felt. you just kept msging anger msgs and everything revolved around you. its been 1 day and u have shown zero concern to me. this is a shitty feeling, despite trying to come home as early as possible and I know I will be tired. yet I came home feeling alone.
im having very very negative tots right. yet i cant be selfish cos i need to support my wife and 2 daughters.

recently we been arguing and quarrelling more than usual. I don't really know if I should be writing in my blog. You don't feel my love anymore even though i am putting in effort. You say that perhaps is just about responsibility and that there is no more love between us.

Do you realise how much effort I have been putting throughout all these years? Just a simple comment from you make me feel so small.

Even you can pick up a fight with over me helping my friend in his proposal. I told you I am the 1 who is willing to help. Perhaps you don't know how it feels to be honoured to help your best friend for his proposal.

forget it...