absolut infatuation

ZOUK!

i ever had the thoughts why do i wanna get drunk.
because of you i guess.
wherever i go i can think about our past.
even like today i go clubbing at zouk.
i can remember its was the day before my birthday.
you and me went to zouk.
we had really lot of fun.
the things you done when im in australia i was really very upset.
the promise you made you failed to keep.
when i was down i needed someone to talk to.
i had no one.
when i talked to your mom and you found out.
you got piss off.
im really upset of all the things you done.
you told me when you came to fetch me at airport.
you already decide to be with me.
but the way you treat me.
proves that you dont like me anymore.
you made me had so much false hope.
see you being happy with you life.
i am glad for you.
but you dont really know about what i feel.
but you dont have to care about it.
i'm so sorry that i blog this.
i hope you know that i'm just feeling very upset now.
i hope you dont mind. sorry.

DIDN'T REALLY HAD FUN.