absolut infatuation

You just told me that you despite me cause im not earning as much as you are. I realized you have been repeatedly saying this for so many years. Now it finally have dawn on to me. I am more financially stabled then you are, I can drive my own car, I dont need to endanger my life and naomi life in your car.

I don't know where to go now.
I feel useless and hopeless.
 Perhaps I shouldn't have step into your world.